Virgo Si Hormon Dopamine

Sebuah cerita yang terinspirasi saat denger lagu “Photograph”-nya Ed Sheeran.

Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul and it’s the only thing that i know. I swear it will get easier. Keep it deep within your soul.

 

 

For the time that frozen still, i just want to remember the good part. Ini bukan cerita cinta-cinta-an ya. Simply, a story about being happy and keeping the feeling of being happy.

 

Temanku bilang if you want to be happy, don’t put your happiness in someone. Tapi inget aja gimana rasanya happy saat that someone being around you, having that happy feeling brings you happiness walaupun orang itu sekarang udah ga ada di sekitar lagi. The feeling that keeps you exciting and suddenly seluruh aliran darah berderas kenceng banget ke seluruh tubuh, sampaibibir yang ga bisa berhenti tersenyum.

 

Then, i said, yup betul juga ya. So i want to be happy, i want to keep that feeling. Not the feeling of love, but the feeling of joy and pleasure. Semua happy feeling itu efek dari hormon dopamine yang dikeluarkan otak kita. Singkatnya, dopamine is the combination of happy and pleasure.

 

How lucky i am, aku bisa punya cara untuk tetap ngerasa happy and keep being happy. Aku punya penghasil hormon dopamine. Si Virgo, si inspirator, motivator dan si pendengar terbaikku. Dia-lah penghasil hormon dopamine. Tanpa hormon serotonin yang dikeluarkan otak, hormon yang membuat kita ingin memiliki. Simply cuma hormon dopamine aja.

 

I am not having Virgo around these days, but i was for couple months ago. Si virgo 19 September, yang sampai sekarang ga bisa berhenti bikin aku excited, padahal dia ga ngelakuin apa-apa. But i love to having him around. Hearing his silly voice when he needs to cheer me up. He is a good person i am sure of. If you all ever meet him, you are possibly gonna love to have him around.

What keeps me excited is only by seeing his name on my phone whenever he calls. Se-simple itu. Bahagia sederhana banget. And love to have that happy feeling. Not that i love him ya. But i only love to have that feeling.

Si hormon dopamine can lasts for 1 – 2 weeks. Keeps me feeling happy. Maybe it would be a pleasure to have dopamine for the rest of our life. But i have to get real, i just need it to bear my boredom and stay being happy.

I am happy in my own way. I just keep it deep within my soul. Thank you my dopamine creator, Virgo.